Here lies the struggle: Climbing outside - I have NO confidence doing it and I'm tired of being the sucky one. Makes me wanna quit. Haven't decided yet though. Was so looking forward to having a good trip and failed. Not sure I wanna take another hit like that. More interested in a hobby that will boost my confidence, not kill it. Sara suggested earlier that my anxiety might be coming from an outside source - heaven knows I have had enough personal turmoil lately. Not sure. Just know that climbing has been my respite this past year and I owe alot of my sanity to it. Maybe learning to overcome this problem will translate to other areas of my life. Constantly learning how to push myself forward could be a good thing.
Pics of the amazing hike to